so i found my new obsession the other day...while my once lover was driving away from my house she was sitting next to a certain boy, mikey. i never saw him in the light i did till just recently...and thoughts of him have been running through my head constantly....they just wont stop....

i miss him, and hate that he went to his cottage in wisconsin....why does he always have to leave me?

...i wish i could tell him how i felt, but i know that not only would it upset bekah, but then she would think that she turned my hot emo-punker boy self gay...and i loved the sex we had...but now i think i wanna turn to boys....i understand them better bc i am to one of them....it just makes more sense to me...

i love mikeys sense of humor. like when he says "ur majesty", that wig he wore one time, how he can cross only one of his eyes at a time, how if i get food i wont have to worry about any of it going to waste bc he'll end up eating it anyways....everything... I LOVE MR. HUFFY!

i wanna go write a song about him and how i feel right now...i guess all these feelings are really taking a toll on me...ill explain later....

im sorry rebekah clair furber......i didnt mean for him to replace my love for you...